Sophieearnyy

You don't realise what this is doing to me. Why would you? You don't know. No one knows. Knowing that you're in the same situation I was in only a year ago sickens me. Not only because I know exactly how you feel, not only because I know how tough it is, but because I suffered alone. There are numerous people out there who have helped you get through this. Yet I had no one. I'm helping you because I love you and I couldn't bare it if you to ended up how I did. Saying your making yourself sick is one thing, but actually doing it is another matter. For months I struggled on my own. Making each day worse and worse for myself.

Wow. Last night was literally perfect. I cannot describe the way you make me feel. The ecstasy I gain when I'm around you, causes a pointless smile to appear on my face. The way you pull me in closer towards your body. The way you kiss my lips gently. The way your hands touch my skin. The way you've become more relaxed and confident around me. The way I can be my absolute self around you. The way I feel safe and completely free when I sleep next to you. Sighhhh, I would do anything for that night to happen all over again.

I really should revise for maths but effort.